wedding bells and hostess duties

My cousin is getting married in the fall and has asked me to be a hostess. She would like us to wear black dresses to go with the theme and so I have been searching high and low for a dress that would work for the two of us. I finally narrowed it down and now I need to make a decision. I plan on getting one next week and I will be getting it 2 sizes smaller as an incentive to losing the weight I plan in shedding. So far i ahve gained but I also noticed that I have gained muscle. Now the plan for Jake and I is P90X and Jillian Michaels diet pills, let hope they both do the trick.

45.8 lbs and 5 weeks

So since i was in my cousins wedding last June, acutally it was over a year ago now i have gained 45.8lbs, so i have made it my goal to lose that 458lbs so that I look better and feel better. I also think that it will get me out of this little rut that Im in a have been in since I left my job last November.

As for jobs, Ive have yet to get one and am starting to lose faith, but I know something will come along soon enough.